I am not sure how often I feel alone but I do understand the being alone with carnivore. And it is the little things that sort of give me a poke, things that never meant anything before. I cook for our shift usually once a month or to celebrate an employee's birthday. It feels like we are here together more than we are at home so we do some celebrating/eating together as often as we can. Everyone knows I eat carnivore, and it is a running joke amongst a lot of people. Any problem we have, mechanical, or chemistry, or process or anything, I explain if they were on the carnivore diet things would be much better in the plant. I even told my wife that if she went on the carnivore diet full time the check engine light would go off in her Jeep. I get a kick out of it. Babbling. Three times in the last two weeks we had breakroom celebrations. Dunkin donuts one morning, cupcakes another day and birthday cake another. I go in and do my spiel as a Supervisor, watch people eat and laugh. Sort of childish on my part but it does remind me we are in an extreme minority, although ever growing. So, it turn, I wrote on the communication board, "Sugar is the most oppressive chemical compound in the world, and yet it is still legal. Write that down". I then sign my name. I sort of get the being alone with carnivore. But at the same time, none of those things will ever taste as good as I feel. (and today was leg day at 4:30 in the morning before starting a 12 hour shift). LOL Good luck. Hopefully things brighten a bit. But as you stated, you have your WHY? and the WHY can be a very powerful tool. Scott